Look Ma, no hands!

So it’s nearly a new year. I’m loving how often I post. What a wonderful blogger I am. Ach weeeeeell.

Things are/have been/not always but often going a bit pants. The world’s economy crumbles into dust and how dare it personally affect me! Charming. I seem to exist in a quasi permanant state of disappointment and discomfort.

Meh.

Bring on the new year and a more positive outlook for me. Please?

Right lets see. A little checklist for some areas that can be improved in my life:

• Ignore the irritating, ignorant, and immature students that are in my studio. Surely they will fuck off the course in time. One can but hope.
• Money matters. Why are things so consistantly rubbish in that respect? And I need to cultivate a way to distance myself from other peoples problems so as to not take them on board with my own. My psychological ship just keeps tipping and dipping under the water from the strain.
• I need to accept my mudane life for what it is. I have a feeling of stagnation and uselessness. Feelings of ‘what on earth is the point to living again?’ Is this because it’s the end of a very hard year? In particular these last six months? But the bad bollocks just continues from one ‘bad year’ to the next. Saying its a bad year is misrepresentative. Just because it’s December and chronologically there is an end? God I sound like I should up my anti-depressents.
• Erm, review anti-depressent medication level!!!!
• Plague the doctor for my various medical issues.
• Continue to study art, the piano and learning the violin – makes me get out of my head.

There.

I guess maybe I feel a bit better for having written something down.

~ by ambiguous artisan on December 31, 2008.